ORD smells near...and I am contemplating on voluntary extension of national service.

"What The Hell" I hear.

In the name of moo-lah, I really do reckless things for money sometimes. Anyways, it is still tentative until Jeremy settles on the info we need to know, i.e. our pay.

But imagine what one can do with say, 2K per month...hahaha!

Screamed at my cadet trainees today outside the garage. Apparently the sotongs left their stores -which amount to a four figure sum if they were meant for 1206- unattended and left for lunch. Simply distressing.

Ang told me what I did was inappropriate as it created an (I quote) "unhealthy working relationship" on the front start. It's so awkward to train cadets who will eventually surpass me by rank and end up in the same wing as I am in. So I practically screwed my future superiors.

Whatever.

Office politics are getting so unbearable these days. Urghs.

Need to make myself more socially approachable. Even my colleagues don't talk to me these days. Yikes...whose tail did I step on this time?

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Can't wait till Corrinne May's Beauty Seed concert kicks in coming August! What a great way to mark the end of my ASC!

Head's spinnin' like a merry-go-round but adamant me choose to blog at this hour. Many times we are endowed with choices in life, most of which are for our taking but I guess my stubborn nature excuses rest of the options in my decision making particularly during work time. That leaves me running in the rat race indefinitely (maybe till the point of eventual exhaustion I guess).SLEEP!



I need to constantly remind myself the importance of balancing my work with my personal life. After all, life doesn't have to revolve around army all the time, despite the fact that my life is already quite consumed by it. We are endowed with a generous share of choices in life, most of


The point is, it's time for a 01 X good break!

However.

The contradicting part of me (I don't know whether to call it the angel or the demon) argues otherwise. Doesn't mean because people around me choose not work, therefore I substantiate the need to work less and slacken my standards in work. Not? Like what I always say, the cause is most probably LOGICAL BUT UNREASONABLE.

Logic(or "reality" whichever you call it) versus morals. One has to fall.

I am still grappling helplessly with my morality, but surely one day I will give in I fear.

Okay I realised how I contradicted my argument earlier said (refer to third paragraph). What a swine. See, I wasn't wrong when I said I am a hypocrite.

RAWRRR.

I so want to tell the regulars tomorrow how I detest the mediocrity they can be complacent with all these while. It ain't fair to themselves (that is, if there is any residual pride left in them), to the N-S-Fs (who slog so hard only to find themselves losing heart) and most of all, the organisation. 'Nuff said.

Trust me, with all due respect to my superiors...it's not words of angst I am holding against them. Rather, I feel it's time I get some things off my chest. Sincerity in its purest form I feel.

Haha. It's either my readers choose to keep mum about my rants, or my writings are so dull to the extent they don't deserve any feedback. Not despairing at all for a talkative extroverted introvert. Or is it the other way round? =P

Goodnight. Got to plan for coming summary exercise. Will be gone for 2 days 1 night *sian-ness*.

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Was treated to Dim Sum Dollies the musical comedy at the Esplanade with a group of friends. The musical starring the three dolls - Emma Yong, Selena Tan and Pam Oei - wasn't exactly as delectable as the show's name itself. Quite hilarious on a whole but the humour just dies off easily with a lack of originality and consistency, maybe I am not a sucker for local Singaporean-ish jokes. The music scores parodied from the Dream Girls movie, I felt, was pretty overdone...so much so it became a turnoff subsequently. These dim sums are too cheesy to outlast my appetite.


Had my really late dinner at Geylang last night. We pigged a few baskets of dimsums at the 24-hour dimsum shop. I remember eating a lot of prawns yesterday...all the siew-mais, har-gaos, and the yummy prawn meat with mushroom! Shiok!

Notice I am wearing my Pull and Bear buttoned shirt for the first time, goes well with my khaki pants and white Adidas watch. =)

Clubbing later that evening turned out to be nothing but mediocre in experience- considering the unjustified long waiting time outside given the short queue, lack of good acquaintances to accompany me through the long night, bad crowd, incessantly annoying cum turnoff-ish remixes that you have probably never heard of before with poor tempo...yadayadayadas...and the list goes on.

The two consecutive long shitty days of activities have resulted in me developing fatty eye bags and poor skin complexion. I think I need to go hibernate soon.

And can someone please remind me to get new earstuds? I keep forgetting to put this on my shopping list...

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