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Sunday, August 28, 2005
- 12:31 AM
Roboraptor. Everyone should go get one.
Some photos Desmond took for me with his incredible cam few weeks ago at Paragon.
WAT THE FUCK?!
Saturday, August 27, 2005
- 9:08 PM
WTH. Another couple just broke up. What's wrong with the world- man?! Plus they've been together for so long...it's just so...unacceptable. It's just so wrong. ohwell, 也该是看破红尘的时候了。
Mugging Session @ Changi Airport
- 7:39 AM
I'm back from airport! And we took an astonishing 47 photos! I'm feelin' groggy now, so shall let the photos do the talking:
(urgh I must say the photo editing and resizing sure gave me a hard time...)
Changi Airport Terminal 2 Train Station
Woon and apple!
Hee..adorable Androoo
The mooncake that was left untouched till e end.
Devastated BurgerKing cuppoccino and hershey's sundae.
Androo's silly impersonation of fatimah
Spotted soldiers patrolling the airport with arms on hand. tight security in changi airport eh.
What you are gonna see next is a series of dumbdumb poses...I laughed the most at Androo's pics.
Hideous pig.
WRARRs
Awww...drool sound asleep.
SUBWAY COOKIES!
(!!!)
The cookie's hidden...
"I wonder what the cookie's saying..."
Pretty Woon
Another shot of pretty woon.
Androo's horrible burp with green fumes! A cookie meal gone wrong...
Woon and Eddie after smelling the stench.
Mr and Mrs Bean.
Ambassodors for Subway! We shall market Subway with our retarded expressions on our face!
Siewwoon's more ideal way of marketing Subway- "SUBWAY MAKES YOU HEALTHY AND STRONG!"
We went to the viewing gallery hoping to see airplanes fly off or being taxied. Guess we were probably down on our luck or sth, no planes in sight flew.
Androo points at Dubai, his ideal choice of destination. Siewwoon chose London.
WHEEE! haha.
My lousy impersonation of an afghan woman. Woon da pirate!
ANdroo slaps Woon with his jacket.
New facelift for changi airport terminal 2.
the sign logo at the watercooler is really retarded lor.
5:56AM: we were about to leave changi airport, heading for the train station.
we bid farewell to changi airport.
sexy woon poses, i have absolutely no idea wat i was doing then...
on the train.
And I conclude the day with another of my narcissistic photo of yours truly.
oh btw, apologies for the inapt word used for the thought bubble of danny's in my earlier entry. it should be "sneers" instead of "grin".
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(urgh I must say the photo editing and resizing sure gave me a hard time...)
Changi Airport Terminal 2 Train Station
Woon and apple!
Hee..adorable Androoo
The mooncake that was left untouched till e end.Devastated BurgerKing cuppoccino and hershey's sundae.
Androo's silly impersonation of fatimah
Spotted soldiers patrolling the airport with arms on hand. tight security in changi airport eh.What you are gonna see next is a series of dumbdumb poses...I laughed the most at Androo's pics.
Hideous pig.
WRARRs
Awww...drool sound asleep.
SUBWAY COOKIES!
(!!!)
The cookie's hidden...
"I wonder what the cookie's saying..."
Pretty Woon
Another shot of pretty woon.
Androo's horrible burp with green fumes! A cookie meal gone wrong...
Woon and Eddie after smelling the stench.
Mr and Mrs Bean.
Ambassodors for Subway! We shall market Subway with our retarded expressions on our face!
Siewwoon's more ideal way of marketing Subway- "SUBWAY MAKES YOU HEALTHY AND STRONG!"
We went to the viewing gallery hoping to see airplanes fly off or being taxied. Guess we were probably down on our luck or sth, no planes in sight flew.
Androo points at Dubai, his ideal choice of destination. Siewwoon chose London.
WHEEE! haha.
My lousy impersonation of an afghan woman. Woon da pirate!
ANdroo slaps Woon with his jacket.
New facelift for changi airport terminal 2.
the sign logo at the watercooler is really retarded lor.
5:56AM: we were about to leave changi airport, heading for the train station.
we bid farewell to changi airport.
sexy woon poses, i have absolutely no idea wat i was doing then...
on the train.
And I conclude the day with another of my narcissistic photo of yours truly.oh btw, apologies for the inapt word used for the thought bubble of danny's in my earlier entry. it should be "sneers" instead of "grin".
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Heaven Knows - Rick Price
Friday, August 26, 2005
- 6:14 PM
It's always good to find inspiration and direction from songs.
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know.
And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
Geogers United!
- 5:34 PM
Yay. I've uploaded the geogers' photos...taken this afternoon in da geog room. androoo is suppa retarded when he posed as a puffer fish. LOL. (click on the photos to see da enlarged version)
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I'm BACK!
- 3:12 PM
Haiz. Why do relationships have to end up like this these days? Read about a breakup of a blogger with his gf. well what's new I mean. It's naive teenagers like us that put ourselves into such horrible predicament.
Well I guess a chapter of my pathetic life has come to another sad conclusion. So many things slippin' out of my life I have realised. And I guess, the biggest regret will be losing the faith I have always embraced. It's quite ironic though. Like I really wished God was there for me, but he just wasn't there. And now as much as I'd want to find a religion or a belief to fill in the emptiness inside of me, I know it's useless. Maybe I'm just turning into an atheist full of angst.
Yup. By now all my fellow blog readers should know that I'm staying in the boarding school, which explains why I haven't been blogging lately. Anyhow, I will try my best to blog whenever possible. Anyway I'm home to collect some stuffs and get ready to go to Changi Airport later in the evening to study with fella geogers Woon and Androo. Yay...
Let me share a bit about boarding school.
MY ROOM! E4/01. I've little to boast about my room. oh well, it's just a simple and modest place for me to live in until A-level is over.
AHhaaa. something exclusive about my room which many other boarders do not get to enjoy. We have a full wide glass window that provides a specacular view of the scenery, and it faces strategically the Southwest! Meaning we get nice wind in the evenings!
Okay. Maybe the scenery isn't THAT specacular. Good enough for me, still.
And I have a wonderful roommate. His name is Sok Chea, J2, cambodian. Cambodians are nice people because they are hygenic, polite, peace-loving and considerate. Most of all, they are into da pop music culture! Actually I'm only saying this for Sok Chea only, cuz he's got a good collection of cds- both chinese and english! Maybe I should ask him to recommend some cambodian songs, then we will have cultural interaction! haha.
Some interesting photos to share with you guys:
Took this on bus 170 on the way to Bugis. Da colourful Rochor HDB buildings we have been reading about in our geog SG notes.
Really got to commend URA and HDB for such a brilliant urban redevelopment idea.
I was boliao when I took this photo. Anyway, I must thank Androo for recommending this wonderful delight sold in all NTUC outlets. It's yogurt flavoured, and inside every box is a message that says "Chelsea wishes you happiness". How nice.
Silly kitty sitting on the pavement. These photos were taken on the way to Bugis Junction. Ahhh...cats are adorable creatures. Unfortunately, cats are mischievous. They don't really make ideal pets i guess.
Some funny episode in class which I thought of taking down a photo then just for fun. Androo offered Tammyyap san-zha-bing during GP and she ate one whole roll of it. TOo bad I didn't get to take Tammy the glutton eating sanzhabing. Erm, the inclusion of the thought bubbles is just to spice the photo up. No ill intentions meant. And why is Melmel pointing at her head?!
I've picked up a bad habit from pinkshoefetish, that is to take snapshots of self in the changing room! Wheee. I really pray that Fox-men discard all their old Winter season stock soon!!! Cuz they are freaking ugly man. I only managed to unearth one decent shirt...which is the one I am wearing in the photo. Nice right? And I even bought it...so I guess it's legal I took that photo.
Nice cubic lights I took in the changing room ("P)
Okay. I've got to go now. Will miss my blog and all.
Actually, I've like a thousand and one things in my head that I really wanna blog about. Oh well, everything in its time. Until the next time then, todolooo!
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Well I guess a chapter of my pathetic life has come to another sad conclusion. So many things slippin' out of my life I have realised. And I guess, the biggest regret will be losing the faith I have always embraced. It's quite ironic though. Like I really wished God was there for me, but he just wasn't there. And now as much as I'd want to find a religion or a belief to fill in the emptiness inside of me, I know it's useless. Maybe I'm just turning into an atheist full of angst.
Yup. By now all my fellow blog readers should know that I'm staying in the boarding school, which explains why I haven't been blogging lately. Anyhow, I will try my best to blog whenever possible. Anyway I'm home to collect some stuffs and get ready to go to Changi Airport later in the evening to study with fella geogers Woon and Androo. Yay...
Let me share a bit about boarding school.
MY ROOM! E4/01. I've little to boast about my room. oh well, it's just a simple and modest place for me to live in until A-level is over.
AHhaaa. something exclusive about my room which many other boarders do not get to enjoy. We have a full wide glass window that provides a specacular view of the scenery, and it faces strategically the Southwest! Meaning we get nice wind in the evenings!
Okay. Maybe the scenery isn't THAT specacular. Good enough for me, still.
And I have a wonderful roommate. His name is Sok Chea, J2, cambodian. Cambodians are nice people because they are hygenic, polite, peace-loving and considerate. Most of all, they are into da pop music culture! Actually I'm only saying this for Sok Chea only, cuz he's got a good collection of cds- both chinese and english! Maybe I should ask him to recommend some cambodian songs, then we will have cultural interaction! haha.
Some interesting photos to share with you guys:
Took this on bus 170 on the way to Bugis. Da colourful Rochor HDB buildings we have been reading about in our geog SG notes.
Really got to commend URA and HDB for such a brilliant urban redevelopment idea.
I was boliao when I took this photo. Anyway, I must thank Androo for recommending this wonderful delight sold in all NTUC outlets. It's yogurt flavoured, and inside every box is a message that says "Chelsea wishes you happiness". How nice.
Silly kitty sitting on the pavement. These photos were taken on the way to Bugis Junction. Ahhh...cats are adorable creatures. Unfortunately, cats are mischievous. They don't really make ideal pets i guess.
Some funny episode in class which I thought of taking down a photo then just for fun. Androo offered Tammyyap san-zha-bing during GP and she ate one whole roll of it. TOo bad I didn't get to take Tammy the glutton eating sanzhabing. Erm, the inclusion of the thought bubbles is just to spice the photo up. No ill intentions meant. And why is Melmel pointing at her head?!
I've picked up a bad habit from pinkshoefetish, that is to take snapshots of self in the changing room! Wheee. I really pray that Fox-men discard all their old Winter season stock soon!!! Cuz they are freaking ugly man. I only managed to unearth one decent shirt...which is the one I am wearing in the photo. Nice right? And I even bought it...so I guess it's legal I took that photo.
Nice cubic lights I took in the changing room ("P)
Okay. I've got to go now. Will miss my blog and all.
Actually, I've like a thousand and one things in my head that I really wanna blog about. Oh well, everything in its time. Until the next time then, todolooo!
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National Day Rally 2005
Sunday, August 21, 2005
- 9:52 PM
WOARrrr.
PM Lee Hsien Loong's speech tonight for National Day Rally was awesome. If you've missed it, be sure to catch the repeat telecast! I believe it's a must-watch for all Singaporeans! Really. The speech was really uplifting and inspiring, it actually reminded me why I am proud to be a Singaporean. Singapuuuurrra. Oh Singa-puuur-a! Sunny island...lalala.
Prime Minister National Day Message 2005 >> http://app.sprinter.gov.sg/data/pr/20050808988.htm
THIS IS DAMN HILARIOUS.
STUPID CHINESE! Really. PRC really coins idiotic movie titles, along with fantastically dumb translated subtitles. STARWARS Episode III: backstroke of the west?!?!?!
http://www.winterson.com.nyud.net:8090/2005/06/episode-iii-backstroke-of-west.html
I've been down emotionally the past few days. It's quite a unique feeling actually...like how Desmond described it as, which I thought was really apt, the feeling is really suffocating. Like vomit choked at throat level, or maybe mucus stuck in your nasal pipes. Yeah, it's just that disgusting. I know the cause of it, but honestly there's nothing I can do about it. Feeling so helpless these days. A minor factor is my coming prelim examination...okay maybe not minor since prelims is no where near to being described as MINOR for any sensible J2 student. I'm really stressed out...so many things to memorise within such a short period of time. Doubt I'll be able to finish 'em. SIANZ.
Anyway I've narrowed down my aims for A levels. Not prelims. I said, As. Yes. I want just want to secure 3 As. I'll be equally contented if I get 2 As and 1 B. Somehow I've this bad intuition that one of my subjects will probably end up in peril. ("S)
Going to distract myself by pushing myself and concentrate on preparations for As. I mean, I know it's really inappropriate to be bogged down by matters of the heart, especially when there are more pressing matters such as prelims around the corner. It's time to settle down.
Perhaps boarding school is the answer. It's like going to the rural divine mountains to seek enlightenment...hahah.
Once again...Before I end this entry, let me proclaim my love for my homeland! I LOVE SHING-GA-POR!
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PM Lee Hsien Loong's speech tonight for National Day Rally was awesome. If you've missed it, be sure to catch the repeat telecast! I believe it's a must-watch for all Singaporeans! Really. The speech was really uplifting and inspiring, it actually reminded me why I am proud to be a Singaporean. Singapuuuurrra. Oh Singa-puuur-a! Sunny island...lalala.
Prime Minister National Day Message 2005 >> http://app.sprinter.gov.sg/data/pr/20050808988.htm
THIS IS DAMN HILARIOUS.
STUPID CHINESE! Really. PRC really coins idiotic movie titles, along with fantastically dumb translated subtitles. STARWARS Episode III: backstroke of the west?!?!?!
http://www.winterson.com.nyud.net:8090/2005/06/episode-iii-backstroke-of-west.html
I've been down emotionally the past few days. It's quite a unique feeling actually...like how Desmond described it as, which I thought was really apt, the feeling is really suffocating. Like vomit choked at throat level, or maybe mucus stuck in your nasal pipes. Yeah, it's just that disgusting. I know the cause of it, but honestly there's nothing I can do about it. Feeling so helpless these days. A minor factor is my coming prelim examination...okay maybe not minor since prelims is no where near to being described as MINOR for any sensible J2 student. I'm really stressed out...so many things to memorise within such a short period of time. Doubt I'll be able to finish 'em. SIANZ.
Anyway I've narrowed down my aims for A levels. Not prelims. I said, As. Yes. I want just want to secure 3 As. I'll be equally contented if I get 2 As and 1 B. Somehow I've this bad intuition that one of my subjects will probably end up in peril. ("S)
Going to distract myself by pushing myself and concentrate on preparations for As. I mean, I know it's really inappropriate to be bogged down by matters of the heart, especially when there are more pressing matters such as prelims around the corner. It's time to settle down.
Perhaps boarding school is the answer. It's like going to the rural divine mountains to seek enlightenment...hahah.
Once again...Before I end this entry, let me proclaim my love for my homeland! I LOVE SHING-GA-POR!
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Riding into the second month
- 1:00 AM
Bewilderment consuming me, I’m suffocating.
The One I Gave My Heart To
Saturday, August 20, 2005
- 3:00 PM
How could the one I gave my heart to
Break my heart so bad
How could the one who made me happy
Make me feel so sad
Won't somebody tell me
So I can understand
If you loved me
How could you hurt this heart of mine (Tell me)
How could you be so cold to me
When i gave you everything
All my love all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
How could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand
How could the one I shared my dreams with
Take my dreams from me
How could the love that brought such pleasure
Bring such misery
Somebody tell me please
How could you do that to me (Tell me)
No i can't understand
How could the one I gave my world to
Throw my world away
How could the one who said I love you
Say the things you say
How could the one i was so true to
Just tell me lies
Tell me (tell me, tell me)
Tell me...
TELL ME
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Break my heart so bad
How could the one who made me happy
Make me feel so sad
Won't somebody tell me
So I can understand
If you loved me
How could you hurt this heart of mine (Tell me)
How could you be so cold to me
When i gave you everything
All my love all I had inside
How could you just walk out the door
How could you not love me anymore
I thought we had forever
I can't understand
How could the one I shared my dreams with
Take my dreams from me
How could the love that brought such pleasure
Bring such misery
Somebody tell me please
How could you do that to me (Tell me)
No i can't understand
How could the one I gave my world to
Throw my world away
How could the one who said I love you
Say the things you say
How could the one i was so true to
Just tell me lies
Tell me (tell me, tell me)
Tell me...
TELL ME
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Miracle!
- 2:20 PM
Both my camera and phone have miraculously resurrected. And I must really say I'm a genius cuz what I merely did to the camera was to reformat the camera files. The antidote was just a button press away. Hahah. And as for my phone, well it just recovered somehow. It has stopped its abrupt conking out.
I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Zechyyyyy! Please send me the song soon.
Yours truly in Foxmen's green envy.
You have to admit it. I'm a natural poseur. Act sehhhh.
You have to admit it. I'm a natural poseur. Act sehhhh.
That's why I once screened my msn nick as "You either love me or hate me". ("P)
I love FRIDAYS!
- 9:17 AM
THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!
Or rather, Thank God it was friday...yesterday.
Let me narrate in a sound chronological order.
Woke up late on Friday morning and decided to skip maths lecture and come late for school, which was a totally wise decision. Came to school ard 9 plus and ate da wonderful –always- stew chicken rice for brunch before my long day of school.
Okay. I ll skip the mundane school part.
I'm moving into boarding school on Tuesday. Sad, cuz I won't be roommates with my gay partner mao this time. haha. Gotta pack my stuffs soon!
Now this I gotta announce. i ate awfullychocolate’s delicious (hei1) chocolate icecream yesterday! The scoop of icecream is actually put into this very small neat rectangular box which looks like those Chinese takeaway box you'd see in USA chinatown. Even for someone like me who does not have strong craving for chocolate actually fell in with their (hei1) chocolate icecream! every mouthful of icecream tastes so heavenly lar...after eating it i was in bliss. Oh, and the salesgal at the counter was really nice. so helpful and friendly. She even commented on da fragrance i was carrying and asked me which brand i was using. So I told her boss in motion -it took me some time to figure out the name of the cologne anyway.
Before I go on, lemme do some advertising for boss fragrance!
Haha. Okay, sorry for the sidetrack. Now I really like the awfullychocolate salesgal, I shall plan my rendezvous with the salesgal there by patronising awfullychocolate everyday!
Okie. Okay. OK.
(muahahaha) - another of my arbituary laughing. pardon me.
Went to town with DesmondHamster. LOL. And I'm very proud that I actually read a bit of Coral Reef notes at coffeebean alone before meeting him.
I half-heartedly agreed to watch The Maid. To my surprise, The Maid is actually quite a pleasant movie afterall. It's sprinkled with a tinge of sweet humour and warmth. A fairly good movie wif good intentions on the director's part. Cuz it wasn't overly scary, just appropriate to shake me off the chair a couple of times. hahah.
And we took a lot of retarded photo shots inside Paragon using Des' camera. will upload 'em soon.
Guess I'm one of the few J2 baddies going out to town just before prelims. 不怕死啊！
Going to study fullforce this two days!
Once again. TGIF!
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Or rather, Thank God it was friday...yesterday.
Let me narrate in a sound chronological order.
Woke up late on Friday morning and decided to skip maths lecture and come late for school, which was a totally wise decision. Came to school ard 9 plus and ate da wonderful –always- stew chicken rice for brunch before my long day of school.
Okay. I ll skip the mundane school part.
I'm moving into boarding school on Tuesday. Sad, cuz I won't be roommates with my gay partner mao this time. haha. Gotta pack my stuffs soon!
Now this I gotta announce. i ate awfullychocolate’s delicious (hei1) chocolate icecream yesterday! The scoop of icecream is actually put into this very small neat rectangular box which looks like those Chinese takeaway box you'd see in USA chinatown. Even for someone like me who does not have strong craving for chocolate actually fell in with their (hei1) chocolate icecream! every mouthful of icecream tastes so heavenly lar...after eating it i was in bliss. Oh, and the salesgal at the counter was really nice. so helpful and friendly. She even commented on da fragrance i was carrying and asked me which brand i was using. So I told her boss in motion -it took me some time to figure out the name of the cologne anyway.
Before I go on, lemme do some advertising for boss fragrance!
(claps)
BOSS IN MOTION by Hugo Boss, Introduced in Year 2002, is a flowery fragrance blending basil flowers, dry pink pepper and musk.Breathe masculinity!
Haha. Okay, sorry for the sidetrack. Now I really like the awfullychocolate salesgal, I shall plan my rendezvous with the salesgal there by patronising awfullychocolate everyday!
Okie. Okay. OK.
(muahahaha) - another of my arbituary laughing. pardon me.
Went to town with DesmondHamster. LOL. And I'm very proud that I actually read a bit of Coral Reef notes at coffeebean alone before meeting him.
I half-heartedly agreed to watch The Maid. To my surprise, The Maid is actually quite a pleasant movie afterall. It's sprinkled with a tinge of sweet humour and warmth. A fairly good movie wif good intentions on the director's part. Cuz it wasn't overly scary, just appropriate to shake me off the chair a couple of times. hahah.
And we took a lot of retarded photo shots inside Paragon using Des' camera. will upload 'em soon.
Guess I'm one of the few J2 baddies going out to town just before prelims. 不怕死啊！
Going to study fullforce this two days!
Once again. TGIF!
Labels: Movies
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8Days September Issue
Thursday, August 18, 2005
- 5:12 PM
I've just gotten news from Mrs Chin (psst. do you know her husband is a reverend from my church?) our viceprincipal that we can finally move in to boarding school soon, most probably this weekend! Yay. Hope they allocate me a bed with window facing either the clocktower or the serene artificial stream. I'm gonna get da entry card for the com lab and the gym first thing when I get in!
It is my contention that men should not wear sweaters or woolen jackets. simply because it hides their masculinity. And they make us look vulnerable and physically weak. I propose we have a complete ban or boycott on these insidious stuffs. Den again, you may probably see me wearing one one of these days. ("S)
In conclusion, men should BARE it all.
LOL.
And why is the hair fringe so popular amongst male teens these days?
WAT HAPPENED TO JAMES LYE? He looks way past middleage! Think that Diana Ser and James Lye look freaky in this photo. Hmm...would want to have a white tuxedo like the one Zhen Ge Ping's wearing one day. LOL. Ericia with her saggy boobs. MUAHAHA.
Retro retro. dresses these days have this kinda bohemian touch, quite nice.
Two malaysian babes. Jesseca and Ong Ai Leng. I think Ai Leng has a prettier frame, but her body is somehow not proportionate to her head. ("S)
Famous personalities from Malaysians...we have e goodlooking ZhangYaodong, Zzen, Shuan Chen and Christopher Lee. Didn't know Phyllis Quek was from M'sia.
AHHH! And they feature AWFULLYCHOCOLATE @ Jalan Kayu this issue! Da one outside my house which I ve been mentioning bout on blog lately.
Okay. Let's get back to maths sampling, shall we?
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It is my contention that men should not wear sweaters or woolen jackets. simply because it hides their masculinity. And they make us look vulnerable and physically weak. I propose we have a complete ban or boycott on these insidious stuffs. Den again, you may probably see me wearing one one of these days. ("S)
In conclusion, men should BARE it all.
LOL.
And why is the hair fringe so popular amongst male teens these days?
I can understand the rooster crown thing and the spiked hair -yanoe, just to boost the alpha-male image and stuffs...but what about da hair fringe dat hangs in front?
That's fashion I guess. Ridiculously looking but appears as da norm at the point in time when it's still popular. I can imagine my children and grandchildren flipping through my photo archives and scoffing at me for my silly hairdos. Just like how I would ridicule dad for his extremely long caveman hairstyle when he was young.
Some 8Days -bought the mag this afternoon after one blardy day of school, reading it is quite therapeutic- pics to share wif you guys:
Retro retro. dresses these days have this kinda bohemian touch, quite nice.
Two malaysian babes. Jesseca and Ong Ai Leng. I think Ai Leng has a prettier frame, but her body is somehow not proportionate to her head. ("S)
Famous personalities from Malaysians...we have e goodlooking ZhangYaodong, Zzen, Shuan Chen and Christopher Lee. Didn't know Phyllis Quek was from M'sia. AHHH! And they feature AWFULLYCHOCOLATE @ Jalan Kayu this issue! Da one outside my house which I ve been mentioning bout on blog lately.Okay. Let's get back to maths sampling, shall we?
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Cheerful
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
- 5:54 PM
Went shopping with Zee at Junction 8. J8 is expanding again, I see more retail shops being built near the mrt area. And they are giving the MRT station building a major facelift. Okay...back to wat I was saying. The initial plan was to buy B.U.M tees because Zee has got the vouchers wat. But it turned out that the variety of polo tees was so limited that we decided to give it a miss and shop for other stuffs instead. I bought for self a FoxMen shirt, it's rather tightfitting. Hmm, and it's green. In fact, it's da ever first GREEN tee I have ever bought in my entire life. Anyway FoxMen are having their year-end 50% storewide sales...go grab the goodies while you still can. The remainders from wat I see are all crap. Poor cutting, lousy material, ugly design. It looked to me more like a clearance sale lar. Hah, maybe FoxMen is redrawing from Singapore...aiyar but the men apparels really suck.
I was telling Zee that I'm losing touch with my fashion sense...no longer know what's in and what's not. All shirts look the same to me these days- plain. stupid. ugly. Need to go shop soon! And yes we have very much confirmed our agreement on going to Thailand to shop!!!
And I was thinking today, wouldn't it be great if I were to become a blog celebrity one day? Just like Xiaxue, along with many of the blog veterans like Mr Miyagi, Mr Brown. I guess the only blog celebrity we have now is Xiaxue...the rest are still pretty much uncovered. Or maybe they dun wish to be over exposed. Just like my very favourity pinkshoefetish! I will be reading her archives today, it's just so refreshing to read about the life of a person who's just sooo perfect. In fact, she's overly perfect to the extent most would find it just madeup.
Daphne- beautiful writer of pinkfetishshoe
And there's her bf. Perfect couple dun you think?
Hmm...then again there is a slight possibility that she could be faking all these stuffs just to gain stardom (although she did emphasise that she does not want to be made known to too many people on the world wide web).
Maybe I should fake some of the contents on my blog to attract more readers. Like say, Eddie is a hot stud(and then flood the blog with infinite photos of suave goodlooking guys and claim them as photos of yours truly! how clever!), who's doing like some XXX degree in da prestigious university of antartica and has won multiples awards and medals in regional and international gymnatics championships. On top of that, Eddie comes from a affluent family who runs the BP(bang pui) billion-dollar oil refining business. summore summore...he's one stylish fashion guru who owns several leading fashion boutiques and is now making plans to take over the whole chain of sports apparel shops and oso buy copyrights frm big names like Adidas(so that he can wear all the limited edition three-stripes shoes), Boss, Bodynits. . .! Last but not least, he's currently doing apprenticeship under Calvin Klein! WOOPIE.
Okay. The above are all crap and none of it is true, save the goodlooking part ("P). I'm just plain bored lar.
On to something "fishy"~
There's this obnoxious catfish in my terrapin pond that has been competing with my terrapins over da food pellets I feed them everyday. How annoying. And the ironic part of it is that this disgustingly huge catfish -which is now at a shocking length of an average apple strudel- was only a teeny half-a-finger sized fish that came along in a packet full of baby catfishes...AND THEY WERE MEANT FOR THE TERRAPINS TO PREY ON! Meaning they were bought to feed the terrapins as a part of their protein diet. It seems that this catfish is the sole survivor that has been hiding under the bricks inside the pond all awhile, tunneling through the narrow gaps and living a healthy life until NOW! It's a menace to the pond I tell you! Eating up the smaller fishes and disturbing the entire ecosystem of the pond! Everytime I clean up the fucking smelly pond, that slithering eel-like thingy will just swim around the corners. It's damn intimidating even to the owner myself lars!
Maybe we should have steamed catfish for dinner the next round I clean the pond. -_-"
Okay anyway, while I was feeding my terrapins just now before coming into the house, a golden retriever walked over to my front gate and looked at me with a curious look on its chiseled face. So cute. haha...when I grow up I will want to keep a pet dog in my apartment, so that I can come home everyday after work to play with it and bring it out for walks. Terrapins aren't good pets I've realised...they are dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb...and did I mention dumb? They just splash the water hastily with their claws, and stretch out their head demanding for more food everytime they see the owner lor. URGHs. If only they know how to 感恩图报.
It's gonna be the second month soon. yay.
(SHOUT: ENNIE! Why d you guard your blog with a password? Now I can't access it...bOO!)
Going to mug now. JIAYOU!
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I was telling Zee that I'm losing touch with my fashion sense...no longer know what's in and what's not. All shirts look the same to me these days- plain. stupid. ugly. Need to go shop soon! And yes we have very much confirmed our agreement on going to Thailand to shop!!!
And I was thinking today, wouldn't it be great if I were to become a blog celebrity one day? Just like Xiaxue, along with many of the blog veterans like Mr Miyagi, Mr Brown. I guess the only blog celebrity we have now is Xiaxue...the rest are still pretty much uncovered. Or maybe they dun wish to be over exposed. Just like my very favourity pinkshoefetish! I will be reading her archives today, it's just so refreshing to read about the life of a person who's just sooo perfect. In fact, she's overly perfect to the extent most would find it just madeup.
Daphne- beautiful writer of pinkfetishshoe
And there's her bf. Perfect couple dun you think?
Hmm...then again there is a slight possibility that she could be faking all these stuffs just to gain stardom (although she did emphasise that she does not want to be made known to too many people on the world wide web).
Maybe I should fake some of the contents on my blog to attract more readers. Like say, Eddie is a hot stud(and then flood the blog with infinite photos of suave goodlooking guys and claim them as photos of yours truly! how clever!), who's doing like some XXX degree in da prestigious university of antartica and has won multiples awards and medals in regional and international gymnatics championships. On top of that, Eddie comes from a affluent family who runs the BP(bang pui) billion-dollar oil refining business. summore summore...he's one stylish fashion guru who owns several leading fashion boutiques and is now making plans to take over the whole chain of sports apparel shops and oso buy copyrights frm big names like Adidas(so that he can wear all the limited edition three-stripes shoes), Boss, Bodynits. . .! Last but not least, he's currently doing apprenticeship under Calvin Klein! WOOPIE.
Okay. The above are all crap and none of it is true, save the goodlooking part ("P). I'm just plain bored lar.
On to something "fishy"~
There's this obnoxious catfish in my terrapin pond that has been competing with my terrapins over da food pellets I feed them everyday. How annoying. And the ironic part of it is that this disgustingly huge catfish -which is now at a shocking length of an average apple strudel- was only a teeny half-a-finger sized fish that came along in a packet full of baby catfishes...AND THEY WERE MEANT FOR THE TERRAPINS TO PREY ON! Meaning they were bought to feed the terrapins as a part of their protein diet. It seems that this catfish is the sole survivor that has been hiding under the bricks inside the pond all awhile, tunneling through the narrow gaps and living a healthy life until NOW! It's a menace to the pond I tell you! Eating up the smaller fishes and disturbing the entire ecosystem of the pond! Everytime I clean up the fucking smelly pond, that slithering eel-like thingy will just swim around the corners. It's damn intimidating even to the owner myself lars!
Maybe we should have steamed catfish for dinner the next round I clean the pond. -_-"
Okay anyway, while I was feeding my terrapins just now before coming into the house, a golden retriever walked over to my front gate and looked at me with a curious look on its chiseled face. So cute. haha...when I grow up I will want to keep a pet dog in my apartment, so that I can come home everyday after work to play with it and bring it out for walks. Terrapins aren't good pets I've realised...they are dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb...and did I mention dumb? They just splash the water hastily with their claws, and stretch out their head demanding for more food everytime they see the owner lor. URGHs. If only they know how to 感恩图报.
It's gonna be the second month soon. yay.
(SHOUT: ENNIE! Why d you guard your blog with a password? Now I can't access it...bOO!)
Going to mug now. JIAYOU!
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Lonely - Akon
Monday, August 15, 2005
- 9:10 PM
I’m so lonely (so lonely)
I’m Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Zechyyyyy! Please send me the song soon.
Speed Blogging!
- 7:04 PM
I'm gonna make this snappy. Will try to limit my blogging time to 15 minutes per entry, starting from now...VROOOMs!!!
Okay updates regarding boarding school...(drum rolls)...bleahs. No news yet from Pangpang. Means no updates lar! SHIT. Don't wanna die and rot away at home in such a dire condition, MUST MOVE TO BS soon!
Zee suggested we go on a vacation overseas together! To somewhere like...erm, actually Zee suggested Taiwan initially for the 槟榔妹s -I have no idea how to translate that "P- yeah you know the hot but totally cheap whores in "candyshop" bars selling binglangs. Okay, maybe I'm over assuming. Anyway I never liked the idea of going to Taiwan. It's such a polluted place in so many aspects. WE have come up with a few ideal locations, namely HONGKONG and Bangkok! I SAY NO TO MALAYSIA! (nothing personal, dannyboi) I'm for Thailand cuz it's da cheapest location with so many good food and shopping, somemore it's so happening. Yay! Zee came up with this silly idea of smuggling Zechy over to Thailand and pawn him to the Thai mafia or loansharks to finance us for shopping and the travelling cost! haha...Zechy happily agreed I think. LOL. I'm so looking forward to a vacation soon!!!! Yay...I'm going on ahoneymoon vacation with Zee!
Speedy recommended a Singaporean blog to me in school today. And I just surfed the blog an hour ago...wahaaha! Everyone YOU HAVE GOT TO SURF THIS BLOG IN YOUR LIFETIME!
(pinkshoefetish.blogspot.com)
She's such a babe. One hot myfairlady coupled with a gorgeous sweet-looking face that just melts your heart. And she's affluent, smart(I only know she gets 90-plus percent for maths as mentioned in her blog, and that she studies abroad), sporty(incredible, she got a SEA Games bronze medal back when she was fourteen) and definitely fashionable. I love people who know good style, somemore she's such so hot. Her face is something an inbetween Kristen Kreuk(at some angles though) and Belinda Lee. God...I think she's even prettier than Denise Keller now. Okay, I'm abdicating my blog deity Xiaxue and from now on I'm reading Pinkshoefetish ever religiously!
Shit. I hit passed 15 minutes. Oh well...guess it was for a good cause. Heeehee.
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Okay updates regarding boarding school...(drum rolls)...bleahs. No news yet from Pangpang. Means no updates lar! SHIT. Don't wanna die and rot away at home in such a dire condition, MUST MOVE TO BS soon!
Zee suggested we go on a vacation overseas together! To somewhere like...erm, actually Zee suggested Taiwan initially for the 槟榔妹s -I have no idea how to translate that "P- yeah you know the hot but totally cheap whores in "candyshop" bars selling binglangs. Okay, maybe I'm over assuming. Anyway I never liked the idea of going to Taiwan. It's such a polluted place in so many aspects. WE have come up with a few ideal locations, namely HONGKONG and Bangkok! I SAY NO TO MALAYSIA! (nothing personal, dannyboi) I'm for Thailand cuz it's da cheapest location with so many good food and shopping, somemore it's so happening. Yay! Zee came up with this silly idea of smuggling Zechy over to Thailand and pawn him to the Thai mafia or loansharks to finance us for shopping and the travelling cost! haha...Zechy happily agreed I think. LOL. I'm so looking forward to a vacation soon!!!! Yay...I'm going on a
Speedy recommended a Singaporean blog to me in school today. And I just surfed the blog an hour ago...wahaaha! Everyone YOU HAVE GOT TO SURF THIS BLOG IN YOUR LIFETIME!
(pinkshoefetish.blogspot.com)
She's such a babe. One hot myfairlady coupled with a gorgeous sweet-looking face that just melts your heart. And she's affluent, smart(I only know she gets 90-plus percent for maths as mentioned in her blog, and that she studies abroad), sporty(incredible, she got a SEA Games bronze medal back when she was fourteen) and definitely fashionable. I love people who know good style, somemore she's such so hot. Her face is something an inbetween Kristen Kreuk(at some angles though) and Belinda Lee. God...I think she's even prettier than Denise Keller now. Okay, I'm abdicating my blog deity Xiaxue and from now on I'm reading Pinkshoefetish ever religiously!
Shit. I hit passed 15 minutes. Oh well...guess it was for a good cause. Heeehee.
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Cool Video
Sunday, August 14, 2005
- 10:43 PM
You guys have got to take a look at this vid. Features some incredible dare-devil stunts -meaning you have your flips, somersaults, aerials, etc.- quite cool. Check this out: http://www.spikedhumor.com/media/75/ninjamoves.wmv
Todolo!
Todolo!
No One Loves You (Like I Love You)
- 2:18 PM
One of my favourite Atomic Kitten hits.
You and I would've shared love so strong and so secure
But all you left the memories the feelings are no more
Like flowers in the big field
All died and blown away
The letters and the pictures
Are all that will remain
But every moment of every day
I wanna see you, I wanna say
No one loves you like I love you
No one needs you the way I do
No one knows you like I know you
No one kisses you the way I do
So many years of memories
Suppressed beyond recall
The feelings was unbroken
eem silent and so small
Sun After The Rain
- 1:58 PM
Something delightful happened last night, and I'm all perky and cheerful now! Just don't know how long my contentment can sustain. Oh well, it's always good to look on the bright side.
Anyway it was pouring in the morning and I was just lazing in my room, hibernating. (oinks)
Going out to get lunch soon...my favourite pasta stall is waiting for me! I WANT BOLOGNAISE!!! YUmmmMmMm.
Revision. Yes, revision. Hrmphs. Well, I do see some progress in my revision, even though it's like going at snail-pace. At least I'm heading somewhere rightie? BUt honestly speaking, I have no #!$@@!!! idea how I'm going to cover everything by Prelims. URGHS. Like what I always say, 临时抱佛脚，最后吃猪脚！Haha, there you have it. My atrocious chinese.
Mom bought a cup of dark chocolate icecream from AwfullyChocolate yesterday after lunch together. Cost $2.50. Rich in chocolate, dark and gooey~ I'm not a fan of dark chocolate, so too bad..guess I don't know how to appreciate good food. Apparently they only sell chocolate cakes in half-KGs and above. No sliced cakes! So I doubt there will be any chance for me to go into the shop to buy chocolate cake since one half-kg cake is like dunno how X lar. Suddenly, there's this craving for cheesecake welling inside of me....geeez.
Sad. My camera can't upload photos anymore! What's more I have so many invaluable photos taken inside it currently. ARGH. WIll have to send it for repairs soon.
Okie dokie. SHall go buy my lunch now and return with a vengence to finish UP my chinese texts! (Wonder how the other 04A11ians are coping with their literature texts...chinese is hell for me liao.)
Anyway it was pouring in the morning and I was just lazing in my room, hibernating. (oinks)
Going out to get lunch soon...my favourite pasta stall is waiting for me! I WANT BOLOGNAISE!!! YUmmmMmMm.
Revision. Yes, revision. Hrmphs. Well, I do see some progress in my revision, even though it's like going at snail-pace. At least I'm heading somewhere rightie? BUt honestly speaking, I have no #!$@@!!! idea how I'm going to cover everything by Prelims. URGHS. Like what I always say, 临时抱佛脚，最后吃猪脚！Haha, there you have it. My atrocious chinese.
Mom bought a cup of dark chocolate icecream from AwfullyChocolate yesterday after lunch together. Cost $2.50. Rich in chocolate, dark and gooey~ I'm not a fan of dark chocolate, so too bad..guess I don't know how to appreciate good food. Apparently they only sell chocolate cakes in half-KGs and above. No sliced cakes! So I doubt there will be any chance for me to go into the shop to buy chocolate cake since one half-kg cake is like dunno how X lar. Suddenly, there's this craving for cheesecake welling inside of me....geeez.
Sad. My camera can't upload photos anymore! What's more I have so many invaluable photos taken inside it currently. ARGH. WIll have to send it for repairs soon.
Okie dokie. SHall go buy my lunch now and return with a vengence to finish UP my chinese texts! (Wonder how the other 04A11ians are coping with their literature texts...chinese is hell for me liao.)
Love...didn't know it can be that painful.
Saturday, August 13, 2005
- 2:53 PM
Quoted from eleutherophobia
have you ever been in love? horrible isn't it? it makes you so vulnerable. it opens your chest and it opens up your heart. and so that means someone can get inside and mess you up. you build up defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you. then this stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.. you give them a piece of you what they didn't ask for. they did something stupid one day, showing affections and then your life isn't your own anymore. you're in love.
love takes hostages. it gets inside you. it eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should just be platonic friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. it hurts. not just in the imagination not just in the mind. it's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
Gay School
- 10:05 AM
I like school. Cuz school is good. School is good. Cuz I like school.
My blog is running on photo deficit. Ya'noe...it's only courteous to post photos on blogs to enthuse blog readers to read on, instead of just narrating chunk loads of stuffs on blog. Wordy blogs are just eyesores to me...yeah yeah you get the idea. But the thing is, my camera is throwing tantrum again! It refuses to upload the taken photos onto the com! URGH. Think I'll have to send it for repairs again...
Okay on to something more personal. Due to Pang pang's incompetence (I won't know who else to blame if not Pangpang since he's the one IC), my plan to move in to boarding school has been delayed again. How frustrating. Will have to wait until next week probably.
It's kinda chaotic at home here. Grandma's moving out, back to her old residence at BoonLay...so Dad's getting busy with the moving of stuffs and Mom...oh well, let's say Mom is just agitated. ("S)
I'm going to 闭关修炼, meaning I'm going to stay at home the next two days mugging. Hope it's productive -can't wait to move into boarding school so that I can carry out my choing-ing of revision there- my progress is bound to be slow esp. since I'm recovering from my cough. KAMBATEI!
RGS gals...Hmmph. (snorts) Okay I'd better end here. Bleahs.
I wanted to search for Cheryl Fox's photos online...but couldn't. Darn. Think she's one hottie even as Channel NewsAsia's anchor news presenter. Hmm...haven't been watching ChanneL Newsasia..should turn on my tv set soon.
Okay. Instead, I found something more 'delectable' on net. (gloats)
SanMay in her former glory at SEA Games.
SLAPS eddie the cheekopek! PIAK PIAKS!
Oh man, I miss her stupendous 900° twist! VROOOMs!
My blog is running on photo deficit. Ya'noe...it's only courteous to post photos on blogs to enthuse blog readers to read on, instead of just narrating chunk loads of stuffs on blog. Wordy blogs are just eyesores to me...yeah yeah you get the idea. But the thing is, my camera is throwing tantrum again! It refuses to upload the taken photos onto the com! URGH. Think I'll have to send it for repairs again...
Okay on to something more personal. Due to Pang pang's incompetence (I won't know who else to blame if not Pangpang since he's the one IC), my plan to move in to boarding school has been delayed again. How frustrating. Will have to wait until next week probably.
It's kinda chaotic at home here. Grandma's moving out, back to her old residence at BoonLay...so Dad's getting busy with the moving of stuffs and Mom...oh well, let's say Mom is just agitated. ("S)
I'm going to 闭关修炼, meaning I'm going to stay at home the next two days mugging. Hope it's productive -can't wait to move into boarding school so that I can carry out my choing-ing of revision there- my progress is bound to be slow esp. since I'm recovering from my cough. KAMBATEI!
RGS gals...Hmmph. (snorts) Okay I'd better end here. Bleahs.
I wanted to search for Cheryl Fox's photos online...but couldn't. Darn. Think she's one hottie even as Channel NewsAsia's anchor news presenter. Hmm...haven't been watching ChanneL Newsasia..should turn on my tv set soon.
Okay. Instead, I found something more 'delectable' on net. (gloats)
SanMay in her former glory at SEA Games.
SLAPS eddie the cheekopek! PIAK PIAKS!
Oh man, I miss her stupendous 900° twist! VROOOMs!
一言难尽
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
- 9:07 PM
难道这又是恶梦的另一个开始？
...
- 6:19 PM
Guess I'm still struggling with my melancholy.
It's like everywhere I go, I will tend to think of you.
Even the little thing(s) you do, it just warms my heart.
Take for example today, I walked down to 7-11 after lunch to get a bottle of yakult. I remember clearly you would buy me a bottle of yakult after meal and make me drink it...
Sigh. What have I done to deserve this?
Once again, I have deviated away from my course of study plans. Really don't know how I am going to face prelims ultimately.
It's like everywhere I go, I will tend to think of you.
Even the little thing(s) you do, it just warms my heart.
Take for example today, I walked down to 7-11 after lunch to get a bottle of yakult. I remember clearly you would buy me a bottle of yakult after meal and make me drink it...
Sigh. What have I done to deserve this?
Once again, I have deviated away from my course of study plans. Really don't know how I am going to face prelims ultimately.
Why did it have to be so hard?
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
- 10:54 PM
Just another plain sad day.
To all fellow Singaporeans, happy national day! hohoohooo.
Majulah Singapura!
Listening to: MY IMMORTAL
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
My all wonderful and loving dad went to fix his damaged siemens st55 and gave it to me. At least i've something to replace my shitty radioactive-killing sony ericsson. I'm just glad that I've upgraded my status from dull-screen colourless mobile phone user to high-tech camera phone user! that means I can take candid snapshots more conveniently now...
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To all fellow Singaporeans, happy national day! hohoohooo.
Majulah Singapura!
Listening to: MY IMMORTAL
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Camera Phone
Monday, August 08, 2005
- 9:26 PM
My all wonderful and loving dad went to fix his damaged siemens st55 and gave it to me. At least i've something to replace my shitty radioactive-killing sony ericsson. I'm just glad that I've upgraded my status from dull-screen colourless mobile phone user to high-tech camera phone user! that means I can take candid snapshots more conveniently now...
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童话
- 7:44 PM
忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
…我永远无法了解这首歌的真正意思。快乐和幸福在那里？
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局
…我永远无法了解这首歌的真正意思。快乐和幸福在那里？
AwfullyChocolate
- 2:18 PM
I did something quite unlawful today. It doesn't matter you don't have to know the details. I just want to prove a point that the general perception of me as a saint in school happens to be contrary to my actions most of the time. So don't think of me as a nice person. No one's perfect, even an angel has skeletons in his cupboard.
Let's put ourselves as equals, on the same pedestal... things would be less complicated in that way then. Eh?
has opened a new branch near my house! It's getting me excited lately whenever I walk past the shop on the way to school...I want to be the first customer to try out their chocolate cake!
It's monday. no school tomorrow as well as for wednesday. Maybe I should go out and do some grocery shopping to fill that empty fridge of mine with yummy desserts and food. Urgh. this is so tempting. Chocolate, icecream, cream, cheese, pastries, desserts~ GOSH, why did God create so many yummy goodies?!
I find myself such a sad case. I thought I had it all, but now I feel so empty.
It's been hard on me, don't you know? Swallowing all the cold hard facts that you've fed me with.
I was lost. And now~I'm really tired. I may just let things go, all at once. I don't know if I can hold on for long anymore.
Mao told me something quite interesting today. Heesh, I've been thinking about it the entire day. ("j)
Haven't heard from the school administration about when we can move into boarding school. Really miss those days when we were busy mugging fervently in our hall rooms, doing our own laundry, watching tv together with rmmates, sharing titbits and snacks in late nights...aaaww so fun. Yeah, it was very memorable.
Let's put ourselves as equals, on the same pedestal... things would be less complicated in that way then. Eh?
has opened a new branch near my house! It's getting me excited lately whenever I walk past the shop on the way to school...I want to be the first customer to try out their chocolate cake!It's monday. no school tomorrow as well as for wednesday. Maybe I should go out and do some grocery shopping to fill that empty fridge of mine with yummy desserts and food. Urgh. this is so tempting. Chocolate, icecream, cream, cheese, pastries, desserts~ GOSH, why did God create so many yummy goodies?!
I find myself such a sad case. I thought I had it all, but now I feel so empty.
It's been hard on me, don't you know? Swallowing all the cold hard facts that you've fed me with.
I was lost. And now~I'm really tired. I may just let things go, all at once. I don't know if I can hold on for long anymore.
Mao told me something quite interesting today. Heesh, I've been thinking about it the entire day. ("j)
Haven't heard from the school administration about when we can move into boarding school. Really miss those days when we were busy mugging fervently in our hall rooms, doing our own laundry, watching tv together with rmmates, sharing titbits and snacks in late nights...aaaww so fun. Yeah, it was very memorable.
CHAO DA!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
- 1:39 PM
(X.X)
Yeah. My face would probably look like the one above...went swimming and saw this chilli piping hot bitch at the pool. okay maybe she didn't look that hot, but the tight fitting bikini surely did bring out some effects. hey, but that's not the primary reason for da X_X expression on my face hor. It's because i went suntanning and now my face is puffing smokin' HOT literally! somemore my granny bought chicken rice layered with hot garlic chilli sauce for lunch and i m eating it now...it's making my face burn for some reason. hah. it's quite interesting the way my face is emitting heat energy- what's that scientific term we used to learn in physics? Exothermic. yes, eddie is exothermic! shit lar, i'm now a chao da pangsai.
oh by the way, please note that we shouldn't be using the word 'pangsai' on a person so often...it only reflects our poor command of hokkien. cuz pangsai is actually a verb, not a noun. it means: to shit (not feces). got that, jo?
oh. and there was a family of three -papa, mama and son- at the pool. the scene was so heartwarming cuz the papa was teaching his son how to swim in the pool...大家都和乐融融 =D makes me wanna have a family of my own soon, haha.
yay. im quite happy for en. her mom bought her corrinne may's safe in a crazy world. her mom sure knows good music when she sees one.
my camera is playing tantrums with me again, I'm having difficulties uploading my fotos. damn.
take care everyone, i shall try my best to finish my chinese revision by today... URGHs!
i dunno if you are gonna read this. but smoking is not gonna solve anything, so try to abstain from it as much as possible okay? =)
Yeah. My face would probably look like the one above...went swimming and saw this chilli piping hot bitch at the pool. okay maybe she didn't look that hot, but the tight fitting bikini surely did bring out some effects. hey, but that's not the primary reason for da X_X expression on my face hor. It's because i went suntanning and now my face is puffing smokin' HOT literally! somemore my granny bought chicken rice layered with hot garlic chilli sauce for lunch and i m eating it now...it's making my face burn for some reason. hah. it's quite interesting the way my face is emitting heat energy- what's that scientific term we used to learn in physics? Exothermic. yes, eddie is exothermic! shit lar, i'm now a chao da pangsai.
oh by the way, please note that we shouldn't be using the word 'pangsai' on a person so often...it only reflects our poor command of hokkien. cuz pangsai is actually a verb, not a noun. it means: to shit (not feces). got that, jo?
oh. and there was a family of three -papa, mama and son- at the pool. the scene was so heartwarming cuz the papa was teaching his son how to swim in the pool...大家都和乐融融 =D makes me wanna have a family of my own soon, haha.
yay. im quite happy for en. her mom bought her corrinne may's safe in a crazy world. her mom sure knows good music when she sees one.
my camera is playing tantrums with me again, I'm having difficulties uploading my fotos. damn.
take care everyone, i shall try my best to finish my chinese revision by today... URGHs!
i dunno if you are gonna read this. but smoking is not gonna solve anything, so try to abstain from it as much as possible okay? =)
Disappointed. But guess I have to live on with it.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
- 4:46 PM
T.T It was a roller-coaster ride for me last night, I shan't mention it on blog though.
Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, directed by Tim Burton. Should have consulted Woon or En before that, the movie really isn't worth watching...BOO. It's excruciating just to watch the movie alone. NO suspense, no climax, everything was just so rehearsed. I hated the musical numbers performed by the Oompa Loompas most, they looked awfully rehearsed and the lyrics are freakishly absurd. What a drag. I remember watching the original version of the movie which was released back in the 70s, now that one was really fantastic and it really inspired me to read the Roald Dahl's classic. Even with the good visuals and special effects, the new Charlie and Choc Factory is really a disappointment to many fans of the story.
Listening to: Westlife-- Fool Again
I should have seen it coming, I should have read the signs Anyway, I guess it's over.
Can't believe that I'm the fool again I thought this love would never end, how was I to know? You never told me.
I'm gonna end here abruptly. Don't know what to say le. ("P)
Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, directed by Tim Burton. Should have consulted Woon or En before that, the movie really isn't worth watching...BOO. It's excruciating just to watch the movie alone. NO suspense, no climax, everything was just so rehearsed. I hated the musical numbers performed by the Oompa Loompas most, they looked awfully rehearsed and the lyrics are freakishly absurd. What a drag. I remember watching the original version of the movie which was released back in the 70s, now that one was really fantastic and it really inspired me to read the Roald Dahl's classic. Even with the good visuals and special effects, the new Charlie and Choc Factory is really a disappointment to many fans of the story.
Listening to: Westlife-- Fool Again
I should have seen it coming, I should have read the signs Anyway, I guess it's over.
Can't believe that I'm the fool again I thought this love would never end, how was I to know? You never told me.
I'm gonna end here abruptly. Don't know what to say le. ("P)
Labels: Movies
SAFE IN A CRAZY WORLD
- 10:33 AM
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me
It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I try to smile my tears away
I try to keep my cool
Oh but one more door gets in my way
I feel like such a fool
Trampled and bitter
My heart just wants to bleed and stop
Believing in me
It feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free
When they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
I stumble and I crumble and I'm
Sinking to my knees but you
You cradle me
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again
Noise keeps chasing me
No matter where I go
Oh and life likes pretending that it's
On a TV show
When it's hard to tell what's real
From what the world just wants to preach
You are the voice I seek
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
'cause when I'm wrapped up in your arms
Nothing else can touch me
What a wonderful way to recharge
I feel like I can breathe again
You keep me flying
You keep me smiling
You keep me safe in a crazy world
You understand me
Embrace my fragility
You keep me safe in a crazy world
And in your arms I find the strength
to believe in me again
Angel in disguise
Thursday, August 04, 2005
- 11:39 PM
A N G E L I N D I S G U I S E
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea
But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.
If only you can see my tears, I'm crying.
I'm a cow...lemme coo a moo for you. MoOORARRRR...(fail)
I'm a rare albino tiger...with extremely fat legs -_-"
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Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 2003, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
Right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said 'Somebody Loves You'
But out on the street it starts to pour
and before I get soaking wet,
A total stranger runs to give me
the jacket off his back
I turn around to thank him
But he waves me with a smile
I can hardly believe my eyes
He puts on a halo and starts to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look at Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
I met a good friend for lunch
and we had a delicious meal
But I forgot to bring my wallet
I felt like an imbecile
But she was sweet, she gave me a treat and
Bought me a chicken sandwich
To take home for tea
But out on the street with nothing to eat
A man and his shopping cart go
Travelling to places,
Collecting social graces
I give him my sandwich
and we chatter for a while
I see a rainbow wash over his eyes
He gives me his halo and
I start to fly
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to an angel in disguise
Don't try to hide away from me
I know you're by my side
Take a look at the ordinary
Don't need to look for Paradise
You could be next to
an angel in disguise
Everyday can be legendary
Every minute, an endless surprise
You could be the next angel in disguise
I woke up this morning
Feeling kind of new.
Retrospective
- 6:58 PM
I can't help but crawl back to my comfort zone, tuck into bed and sleep for another thousand years hoping that I don't have to wake up to another fucking day like the one I had today...yesterday...the day before and... then again, it's quite a scary thought especially since I had a dream last night which I had difficulty waking up from IT! Yes it's totally true! This is the second time in my entire life which i can recall being in a nightmare, wanting to snap myself out of it, but "wake up" only to find myself trapped in another dream. Anyway, it took me like 10 minutes or so to truly wake up. And by the time I woke up, I was soaked in perspiration. This explains why I was having a bad day in school today; I didn't tell anyone -not even my dearest mom- about it today.
Think I'm truly stresssssed lately for obvious reasons. And it probably also reflects the fact that I've quite weak willpower or sth.
I've been quite paranoid the past few years (don't know if it's has got anything to do with the renouncement of my religion), always fearing that I may die in my sleep or that I may encounter a ghastly spirit/ghost at home...or even suffer from dementia. It's true, I've spoken to my mom about these issues, and she says I'm poisoned by the corrupted immoralities of the world. No that's not how she puts it...she would say something like "被黑暗的世界迷惑了！" My mom is a pious christian, and all awhile I've been quite skeptical to what she has to say about my condition- she gets paranoid herself sometimes too.
Oh but I must mention this: I can't deny the fact that spirits do exist and that more often than not, although I'm quite a skeptic, my mom has proven to me in many instances that something does exist in the spiritual realm. Call it coincidence maybe, but my mom hears voices sometimes and the things she hears are often quite accurate. Normally "the voice" would direct her to pray for a close friend or person she knows regarding his/her health problems or family issues, and somehow the voice gives directions to what is needed to be done, even without my mom's prior knowlege regarding the issue.
The voice, in christian context, is known as the divine Holy Spirit. Cool eh?
Ok I'd better stop here. It's giving me goosebumps.
THE MAID.
I just read the Synopsis...lol. All along I thought the ghost is a female maid!!! Turns out it's the maid who undergoes a series of scary encounters with ghosts! Hahahaha, wellwell, who would have thought of using a filipino maid ghost as plot for a chinese ghost festival story? Siao. Imagine a maid ghost terrorising with a mop! ("P)
Oh yar. I'm supposed to write a 200-word testimonial for En! And she's supposed to write one for me as well. Kewl, so fortunate to have En write a testimonial for me. I have absolute confidence in her to write a fantastic piece of testimonial for me! But then hor, paiseh Ennie, you will probably have to make do with a terribly-written testimonial flooded with broken english and horrriblevegetable grammar.
"Xin En is a diligent and gifted student who exhibits leadership and discipline in various disciplines- be it school co-curricular activities, project work, academic studies or even voluntary work. She is outgoing in nature and is always there to lend a helping hand to friends. I have always known Xin En as a decisive, strong-willed/resolute and responsible gal...so proud of ENNIE!"
Bleahs. Gives up. I shall try and write something complete and decent by tomorrow hopefully.
Blarhs. I can really go on bloggin for another few hours. Unfortunately, time is running short for me as I have to head back to mugging and transform back into a mugger toad.
Before I end, Ziyao said something quite irrelevant but totally depressing to me. I think I lead quite a pathetic life, and my EQ is at rockbottom. THen came along this ringtone on the bus..i dunno the title but the lyrics of the song goes like "I'm so lonely, I have nobody..." and that was when I turned back into my melancholic self again.
WAIT!
I AM NOT DONE YET!
I shall now conduct an informal poll...
Look carefully HOR. And I mean carefully.
WHo's more goodlooking? Eddie (the first guy) or Mr. Z(middle guy)? Please send in your answers asap by email, comment box, TAG or any other possible means. Please leave out the last guy, who is androooo ,since his looks surpasses da both of us (BOOOOO!).
WAit. Not DONE YETTTT. This photo is not doing justice to me! I look like cockeye cockatoooo lar.
TADAH!
I'm anticipating your brilliant replies! I'm sure with the quality judgement you guys have, I should be expecting very delightful answers soon...WAHAHA.
Now you're starting to see a himbotic darker side of me. oh well, 人总有难看的一面...yes the same goes for you, and you and yOU anD YOU!
I've been 监察ing myself, doing some self-reflection today, and realised that I'm exceptionally (I SAID EXCEPTIONALLY OKAY?) femine today.
I shall go 卖屁股 (direct translation: sell buttocks) lor!
Take care e-ver-y-bo-dy!
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Think I'm truly stresssssed lately for obvious reasons. And it probably also reflects the fact that I've quite weak willpower or sth.
I've been quite paranoid the past few years (don't know if it's has got anything to do with the renouncement of my religion), always fearing that I may die in my sleep or that I may encounter a ghastly spirit/ghost at home...or even suffer from dementia. It's true, I've spoken to my mom about these issues, and she says I'm poisoned by the corrupted immoralities of the world. No that's not how she puts it...she would say something like "被黑暗的世界迷惑了！" My mom is a pious christian, and all awhile I've been quite skeptical to what she has to say about my condition- she gets paranoid herself sometimes too.
Oh but I must mention this: I can't deny the fact that spirits do exist and that more often than not, although I'm quite a skeptic, my mom has proven to me in many instances that something does exist in the spiritual realm. Call it coincidence maybe, but my mom hears voices sometimes and the things she hears are often quite accurate. Normally "the voice" would direct her to pray for a close friend or person she knows regarding his/her health problems or family issues, and somehow the voice gives directions to what is needed to be done, even without my mom's prior knowlege regarding the issue.
The voice, in christian context, is known as the divine Holy Spirit. Cool eh?
Ok I'd better stop here. It's giving me goosebumps.
I just read the Synopsis...lol. All along I thought the ghost is a female maid!!! Turns out it's the maid who undergoes a series of scary encounters with ghosts! Hahahaha, wellwell, who would have thought of using a filipino maid ghost as plot for a chinese ghost festival story? Siao. Imagine a maid ghost terrorising with a mop! ("P)
Oh yar. I'm supposed to write a 200-word testimonial for En! And she's supposed to write one for me as well. Kewl, so fortunate to have En write a testimonial for me. I have absolute confidence in her to write a fantastic piece of testimonial for me! But then hor, paiseh Ennie, you will probably have to make do with a terribly-written testimonial flooded with broken english and horrriblevegetable grammar.
"Xin En is a diligent and gifted student who exhibits leadership and discipline in various disciplines- be it school co-curricular activities, project work, academic studies or even voluntary work. She is outgoing in nature and is always there to lend a helping hand to friends. I have always known Xin En as a decisive, strong-willed/resolute and responsible gal...so proud of ENNIE!"
Bleahs. Gives up. I shall try and write something complete and decent by tomorrow hopefully.
Blarhs. I can really go on bloggin for another few hours. Unfortunately, time is running short for me as I have to head back to mugging and transform back into a mugger toad.
Before I end, Ziyao said something quite irrelevant but totally depressing to me. I think I lead quite a pathetic life, and my EQ is at rockbottom. THen came along this ringtone on the bus..i dunno the title but the lyrics of the song goes like "I'm so lonely, I have nobody..." and that was when I turned back into my melancholic self again.
WAIT!
I AM NOT DONE YET!
I shall now conduct an informal poll...
Look carefully HOR. And I mean carefully.
WHo's more goodlooking? Eddie (the first guy) or Mr. Z(middle guy)? Please send in your answers asap by email, comment box, TAG or any other possible means. Please leave out the last guy, who is androooo ,since his looks surpasses da both of us (BOOOOO!).
WAit. Not DONE YETTTT. This photo is not doing justice to me! I look like cockeye cockatoooo lar.
TADAH!
I'm anticipating your brilliant replies! I'm sure with the quality judgement you guys have, I should be expecting very delightful answers soon...WAHAHA.
Now you're starting to see a himbotic darker side of me. oh well, 人总有难看的一面...yes the same goes for you, and you and yOU anD YOU!
I've been 监察ing myself, doing some self-reflection today, and realised that I'm exceptionally (I SAID EXCEPTIONALLY OKAY?) femine today.
I shall go 卖屁股 (direct translation: sell buttocks) lor!
Take care e-ver-y-bo-dy!
Labels: Friends, Random Blabbers
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Heartbroken
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
- 8:05 PM
If only you can see my tears, I'm crying.
Horoscope
- 3:13 PM
You scored as Cancer. You get along best with the sign of Cancer. Although Cancerians can be extremely crabby, or moody, you love them like they love you back. Cancerians hold their friends and family very dear to themselves. They have a a wide variety of emotions to share with everyone. The only other problems that Cancerians have are that they are sometimes too brutaly honest (non-tactful at times). That, and they can be very unforgiving sometimes.
What sign of the Zodiac are you meant for? |
Identity Crisis
Monday, August 01, 2005
- 11:01 PM
I'm a cow...lemme coo a moo for you. MoOORARRRR...(fail)I'm a rare albino tiger...with extremely fat legs -_-"
No wait. I'm a giant sea crustacean with four monstrous suckers, like those the octopus would have on the end of its tentacles!
I guess you are all wrong. I'm a retarded-looking stupid mule.
(actually it's a very cute zebra from toon as a supa belated birthday gift for me!)
Kiat bought me an OP pencilcase...hee!
Another birthday gift i received earlier on for my birthday...this cupid pooh has a got very symbolic meaning ("b).
. . .okay I was basically trying to infuse a bit of cheerfulness into my boring blog. But the truth is, I'm fucking pissed and angry and sad. You know there are times when things get in your way, and there's nothing you can do to prevent or salvage it? Like losing your wallet/phone so inconsiderably, or for failing your papers even when you have invested 101% of your effort in it? And you just feel like throwing a fucking big tantrum knowing that it's beyond your control. That's how I'm feeling now...terribly helpless, and nothing you can say or do to remedy it. But I guess that's life, a bit of fluctuations in our life experiences tend to incite more excitement sometimes.
I shall try and appease myself....simmer down. (TOOOOTTTT.)
My chinese teachers are crazy, threw us a mountain of assignments and tasks to finish this week. I'm very stressed now.
According to Zee, assuming that I revise one topic for each four subject each, I can NEVER finish my revision by Prelims! URGH. that's ultimately distressing, and I've no god damn idea why I'm blogging here, wasting my time ("watching the days go by, tralalalaa..."). Shit, mom used to say that christians shouldn't swear in the name of god. it's unholy and may anger the god's wrath. But I'm seriously too mad, need to let out.
And my throat is turning into Sahara desert. Terribly dry and croaky now...sad.
What's more to be sad about? Corrinne May's concert at Esplanade is coming, and I didn't buy the tickets although I seriously wanted to initially!!! Oh well, it's a bit late for regrets anw...
WARRARRRRRRRRRRRRROOo!!! (my kangaroo warcry!)
I love my class. I want to go prom. But prom too ex- lor hor? So must save. But then no nice clothes to wear for prom leh...I love myself, I love my $$$, I shall not go prom. But no matter what, I STILL LOVE MY CLASS.
(crap, why am i writing in such a retarded manner?!)
And I WANT MY ARES FAC TEE, haven't heard news about about our tee since grandmother's era liao lor!!! Our inefficient faculty head is so slack lar!
I shall discredit GOd or the higher being or fate, whatever you call it for my regressive state of mood. Tomorrow you'll see a nasty grouchy Eddie. TUESDAY IS DECLARED A NASTY DAY BECAUSE I SAY SO!
Shall go sleep soon and dream of my fairy godmother, then I ll probably demand for eternal bliss in my dream. Oh no...then she'll make me sleep for eternity cuz authentic happiness is quite rare in reality these days.
SAD.
要睡觉了！！！晚安！
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