Oh man...MY MOTHER, THERE SHE GOES AGAIN.

Met up with my dearest buddy/companion/confidant/... at PS today. The blardddie train which delayed so much time... how unlucky can one get? Wen bought da very nice boardshorts from OP today...exactly the same design Chenchao and Daniel bought. Heeeeeeshh. And I finally managed to get my hands on the RED tank top from FOX MEN! Of cuz the purchase was at original price...BOOOhOOo cuz neither of my parents has UOB credit card membership, so no 20% discount. Bleahs. I will take a photo of me in the top soon...MUAHAHa!



So we'll be lifelong best friends yeah? Always together, for one another...hee.

Thought of something real silly at the busstop...
"God created striped tee for Eddie..." Genesis 1:1
Bahhh. It rhymes...

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Goooood Morning Peeps.

I just woke up. So...OINKS...

Something -hmphs- quite unpleasant took place at home last night. Anyway, I am gonna leave that episode out of my blog entry...

Met up with 3 of my 4C classmates + Yikang + Wenhan. We cruised shop by shop in Queensway Shopping Complex...MR DA NIU Daniel wanted to look for a decent pair of casuals...but he just couldn't make up his mind. My dear metrosexual counterpart, Yikang, who is twice the vainpwoot I am, bought bagfuls of clothes, accessories & etc. and as expected, he overspent and exceeded his budget of 100bucks. All my friends bought over 100 dollars worth of stuffs and they told me they've never gone on a shopping spree before. I guess GSS gets the better of anybody...my friends really looked sua-gu last night...*(@^$@%^(@#^ Hee...we ate WOOOOSH scrumptious CRYSTAL JADE! Went on a dimsum binge~ XIAOLONGBAO, GUOZA, BAOBAOBAOBAO... haha, stan said that we look like TaiTais prowling the streets of Orchard with tooooo much $$$ to spend.

Oh and I bought for myself a Baleno horizontally striped tee...itz basically grey and black with this odd lookin' pink strip across the chest. THere you have it: my very first, pink but not-so-entirely-pink tee.

SHOPPING FRENZYYYYY!!! I've my eyes on two items at the moment: this 40 bucks Giordano stipped with adjustable long sleeves that can be buttoned up to suit a shorter length...I'm starting to think that striped shirts are freakin' sexy...OOOOoooo. Oh and the other item which i haven't mentioned...I want to get a red FOX MEN tanktop...da one which I told Zee about which costed 19 bucks, wonder if they slashed e price or not.


Zhuzhu and Eddie


Stanley & Wenhan. Stanley is my cousin's (Michelle) hubby!!! Erm...Wenhan I don't really know him, so he can go and die...WAHAHAHA jk sia.


The one on the right is highly-acclaimed metrosexual Yikang...also the third party between Michelle-Stan's relationship.


So you think you are very shuai, and tat you resemble Vic Chou issit?


yay. 大合照！

So we roamed Orchard until 9:30PM....mad rittie? We gossiped a lot about school couples...our friends...blarblars...and I realised that SINGAPORE is SUCHHH A SMALL PLACE! People are somehow interconnected and linked to one another...HAHAHA, so do you call this fate? ANyway we really looked like those kopitiam ahpeks, only that we were at classy GUSTO cafe drinking mocha and latte..hee maybe we can form a bachelor club or sth. Then I'll have friends to join me on shopping sprees every now and then, and we can sit down for a cup of coffee...YAY

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PHOTOS UP AND AWAYYY...


Beng meh?



Taken at LONGHOUSE. Drooo, Dan, Zech, Zee and En


HEE.

Labels: 04A11, A Day's Account, Friends, Myself

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GSS. It's to DIE for. VROOOOM...(wooshes off to town)

Labels: A Day's Account, Shopping

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...im not sorry i couldn't go for all jo's birthday dinner party today, i know i should. but i just don't. even en wouldn't understand lar.

I just realised that Miss Pek (Piggy...jk) Huixian's bdae is 17th June. How cool is that? One month before my birthday. Haha. I always think that I have this very funny affinity with huixian. we probably were lovers (yar right, coupled pigs in the pig sty) or best friends or siblings in our previous life. Best loggerheads. Hahaha...a pity we're into the last year of school...I haven't even got the chance to know her better.

君姐's birthday is on the 16th of July. Susiatooon, my last maid, shares my birthday. Who's on the eighteenth? SiewWoooonie's on the 20th July. Kero's on the 21st. I must source out all the July babies soon...

http://www.todayinsci.com/7/7_17.htm >> 17 July's significance in Science

Eddie wants to watch a play...anyone interested?

Labels: Friends, Occasion

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Feeling a strange surge of mixed feelings all a sudden. It's that silly feeling again...a bit nostalgic when I woke up this morning. It started off with a dream; I dreamed about going back to the school gymnasium and the only two personalities I can recall are Alien and WAng. There was this particular scene when I tried to execute roundoff several times but failed ultimately. I was kind of in a trance when I woke up. A bit of in-between the real world and farfaraway fantasy.

There's hardly anything to be happy about for the times I spent in gym.
Nothing was ever memorable, the memories are just excruciating.
And when I look back, my heart sinks. Thinkin how different things could be...
If I could change the past, if I could make the time spent in gym more pleasant
If I could erase the ugly memories that are still locked in the deep cells of my mind
But now I know that everything's too late.
I couldn't make the difference. I only have to bid farewell to something so loved and hated for.
Goodbye.

Surfing Woon's blog now...and the recent posts appear to reflect a happy xing-fu Woonie. But somehow the entries are making me quite depressed. I know it sounds ridiculous and silly. But I really am unhappy. Maybe tat's cuz I tend to compare my life with others, and when the contrast puts me on the less-happy grimmer side...I will feel like a loser and start to go BOOHOOHOO. I am a very fortunate person actually... I have so many friends around me, loving papamama who shower me tender love and care, rich relatives who...hmm okay nevermind you get the idea.

I regret not going to the class dinner and choir concert and 4C outing, I regret not putting in some effort to exemplify my passion and class spirit blar blarss. But I don't think I will actually give in to my emotions so easily and turn up for silly parties and gatherings eventually. I wouldn't waste my time and energy in exchange for momentary joy and fun. To make it simple, it's hypocritical. And I don't like hypocrisy a bit, even though I(or we all) show a certain degree of hypocrisy. I want something that is sincere, long-lasting, endearing, of great value, something worth to be cherished...I for that matter am feeling rather apathetic towards a lot of things currently. Nothing in my eyes seems "worthy". It's just me alone, sitting on my stool...in my own world. So why should we give a damn?

Okay I should just cut it out and save my melancholy for fugly days. IT'S SUNDAY PEOPLE! i noe i noe, Os Chinese june paper is tomorrow. (sniggers) But still, it's a beautiful sunday...embrace every sunday you are given, because God says so. God loves SUNDAY. Therefore we should all love sunday. EPPS. Out of point I know.

No photos today. I'm sorry.

Labels: A Day's Account, Friends, Random Blabbers

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I just lost a saturday like that. It slipped off from the grasp of my hand so easily...I really can't keep track of time sometimes. Maybe time's moving at a faster pace than what I'm going at that's all.

Yay. A more refined self...polished bronze tan with the complement of my bleached hair. The more I look at my hair, the more I think it's GOLD. Dunno. My classmates think I'm slightly....slightly beng-ish with the coloured hair. It has never occurred to me that I can actually look ahbeng. Never mind, I will just have to assume that they were trying out reverse psychology on me...thus they were actually indirectly complimenting my hair.

What if I harm someone in the process?
But who's to be blamed?
I am, afterall a good for nothing chao cheee..ken.

Contradictions. I'm getting quite use to them already.

I really don't want to love anybody. Why can't I just be an amoeba and get rid of these worldly matters? But then, I think I will start whining again if I were to become an amoeba. Wait, an amoeba can't whine, can it? And it's interestingly an asexual being. How cool is that?

But the truth is, Eddie is made up of lots of love, all bottled up. Sometimes I just can't wait to share my love with the whole world. No wonder the bible calls love as something selfless/unselfish. But what is love actually. I go with my heart...it tells me to fuck myself. I'm very much an affectionate person, but I can be selfish sometimes. It's a bit of both- a loving, selfish person. How contradictory. I JUST LOVE MYSELF more than anyone else, and that's it.

"But isn't love give and take?"

I don't know. I don't know. Why aM I dwelling into such nonsensical stuffs anyway.

Okay, I shall go into details about the morals of sex and slavery in my next blog entry...hopefully I make sense the next round. CRAZZZEEE BALLLOOOONEEE.

I wish I can blog like this forever. But limits are necessary, I guess. So until the next entry, todolo.

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look at this face i know the years are showing
look at this life i still don't know where it's going
i don't know much but i know i love you
and that may be all i need know

look at these eyes they never see what matters
look at these dreams we beaten and so battered

i don't know much but i know i love you
and that may be all i need to know
so many questions still left unanswered
so much i've never broken through
and when i feel you near me sometimes i see so clearly
the only truth i'll ever know is near you

look at this man so blessed with inspiration
look at this soul still searching for salvation
don't know much but i know i love you
and that may be all there is to know

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I'm in, I'm out.
I'm in, I'm out.
It's either in or out.
But I'm stuck in the middle somehow.

(gimme a minute, peeps. I'm attempting to find a nice pic to spice out my blog entry)

-wait-

-i said wait-

-F***!!! WAIT LARRRRs-



Bleahs. I have no @*#$! idea why Wendy XIASHASHAXUE is up on my blog again. You either love her or hate her...from what I gather, people around me mostly hate her. As you all SHOULD know, I'm a no-brainer with little comments about people...I'm quite neutral and fair to people and things (looks at the sky and whistles *oh btw I can't whistle =( *) Just doing publicity for this reputable urban chick. POKKKPOKGAYYY...(ok not funny, so cut it out)

ERHMMs. Anyway I like this pose of hers...you know, the way gals sit with feet apart but knees locked together? Hehehe...and I like the sparkle on the ring. BLINGBLING!

I don't care what you've got to say about this photo. But....tatatatatatddaaarattatata.. feast your eyes on this:

AHHHH. Noooo what were you thinkin'? Eh (slaps), where are you lookin' at? Nehneh issit?
Anyway I think they are the prettiest pair of models I've ever seen...I don't know, this photo is just perfect. Or maybe because it's in black and white - we all get sick of colour photos sometimes. Eddie loves caucasians now...was watchin' AMI4 yesterday and then the thought of becoming an ANGMO surfaced...wonder how the caucasian Edwin will turn out to be. Blarh...someone should just slap me and pull me away from my ridiculous dreams.

(SHIT. I just lost a whole trail/series of thoughts) THat's me. ALways generate my thought in an arbitrary manner...I'm like a malfunctioning popcorn-machine that spews popcorn all over the place, and they get real messy. Ha, see? ...I'm not even making sense here when I use the popcorn machine analogy.

Gary came over to my home today...just another unproductive muggin' session. I CAN'T STUDY IN THE PRESENCE OF ANOTHER. It's just me, I am a solitary creature.

"The answer you've been waiting for all along...
...you know I just can't bring myself to say it out.
We will just have to go on from here.
People come, people go.
I'm just another one of them, so what difference can I make?"

拔河- "I'm really in-between this struggle. I am the link, the cause, the reason, the winner, the loser and the victim. I have to cut the rope one day, it's either of the sides. "

Labels: A Day's Account, Random Blabbers

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yabadiyabadiduuu...

Spent the entire morning bleaching my hair. DIY. I know I am a cheap skate fool, even my mom encourage me to go to a salon...BRAHHHs.

Anyway I like my hair. Soooo...fullstop. Now I should start worrying how to dye it back to black (which I obviously don't wish to)- hope bukit timah just floods, either that, the entire school be burnt down by bush fire or something. THen the school administration will have to cancel blocktest and suspend school for one bloody good month. Then I can mug real hard for another month, in preparation to ace my prelims and As!!! WOOPIE.

There can be miracles*, if you believe.

Well I do believe. MUAHAHA!

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Awwww...the cute greenish furball.

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Just finished watchin' AMI4. And the least expected but definitely most anticipated and wished for results: Carrie Underwood won! I'm quite happy for her. Quite only.

How much of THE American Idol dream that many embrace is authentic? How many has fallen from that silly dream, waking up to sudden realization that it's all about commercialism and blooody TV viewership. And for once, I feel so angered by Carrie Underwood along with all the previous AMI winners. But who can we blame? It's all a game in the media industry, and the viewers are pulled into it willingly. Dummies.

How much more hypocrisy must we all endure? Why do we feed on hypocrisy itself sometimes?

DA DREAM TO STARDOM
I want to be an idol.
I want to be a star.
But who to realise my dream?

Labels: Music, Random Blabbers

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(sound the gong, set the drums rollin')
MY BIRTHDAY IS COMIN'!!!!

Oh yes it's on its way
To my doorstep To my doorstep
So what are you waitin' fer?
GO get your presents and party-poppers ready
Cuz my birthday is on its way

What lousy prose is tat? lalala...

I'm gonna formulate a birthday wishlist today....so ERHMMMS/cough-cough/excuseeee me/ROARRRRS(hee. only jo would do tat) so be a bit more 自动 yup?

But before i start...i really wanna say that given e chance plus financial opportunity, I will want to hold a birthday party at a beach chalet or at some classy hotel ballroom or in a palace(x.X). Okay now let me begin...

(drums roll...)

(drumming continues...)

(drums roll roll roll until longkang le)

... ...JOKING LAR

1. BOSS Cologne

or any other good=nice-smelling=branded cologne...cuz eddie is a smelly pig and has never never ever ever used cologne before in my entire life!!!

2. RED MP3 player

I don't care what brand of mp3 player ya gettin' me....IT HAS TO BE RED. of cuz you can still buy me a non-red mp3 player tat would b less appealing to me. but i ll still appreciate it.

3. BOARDSHORTS

yes boardshorts are always welcome. preferred colour combis are red/black, red/white, white/black...maroon too, i like maroon.

4. HEART...i mean your sincerity

YES. Of course one who brings extravagant gifts will always be welcomed and appreciated...you can just pass me your gifts and i ll kick your ass home. people who are gonna wish me happy birthday empty-handed, pls come along with your tender loveeey juicy heart...and dig it out for me to eat..MUAHAHA. joking, although i like red, i won't go that tat extreme. yes sincerity counts- a hug or peck on the cheek would be good. oh no, am i too demanding? (...SAY NO)

5. Cheeseeecake
YESHHHHH. This is obligatory. Rich creamy cheesecake...this is the cheapest but da most preferred choice. i shall recommend the ny cheesecake from crystal jade!!! one slice at $2.90 i tink...i told my mom not to buy spongecake fer me le...i hate spongecakes!

6. SEX-y stuffs
SEXYYYY. not kinky. no condoms please...whack whoever who buys me condom. (ArHBISHHH!) Hmm...i always wanted a red speedo. (hints) oh yar PLEASE DO NOT buy red undergarments for me, i will just die lar. i think red underwear is the most obscene thing on earth, yet. hmmm, someone can buy me a gigantic poster of kristen kreuk or takeshi kaneshiro or kelly hu or any beautiful people...dun worry guys, you dun really have to adhere to sexy female posters....eddie is a bisexual, beautiful guys and gals are all welcomed.

oh, and a crazy idea just struck me- someone can get me a teddy POOH. yes, simply because POOH -YES WINNIE THE GAY POOH- is adorable and sexy. i ve got two poohs, and the smaller one has this round curvature on the ass, i think itz freakin sexy. Now i know why charm calls me a beardophile. WAHAHA.

7. Accessories

(don't know why i put a cross there...)
This will be tricky. Male accessories are not easy to come by, and it demands people with QUALITYGOOD taste to buy such stuffs for me. i don't go for ahbengish necklace okay?! simple but coooool silver will go for me, ermmmm no hairpins...wait do guys even wear em?!?! haha. I am quite particular about rings too, so dun buy rings for me if you don't know my preference.

8. Designer shirts
I always wanted one...you guys know those ubber metrosexual clothes up the 3rd/4th floor of Tangs which sells designer clothes? YES. I know (nods), they are extraordinarily, exorbitantly expensive...so hmms...fine, forget what I just said then.

Anyway. I have no idea why I wrote all those...yes they are all quite materialistic stuffs with the exception of #4. i ve almost everything in the world anyone can ask for already, except $$$$, CAR, CONDO, CREDITCARDS(bleahs even wolf has got credit cards) and blahblarhs... I think for my 21st birthday I will demand for something even more outrageous...HEEE. actually i want alot more for my 18th birthday...dunno itz like once in a lifetime SPECIAL cool eighteen for me. but anyway im not expecting much for this birthday, not like anyone would go to great lengths to celebrate my birthday.

Not going school tomorrow le...i'm bleaching my hair into dazzling hazel brown!

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I will spread my wings and fly~~~

WARNING!!!

The after-effects of sunburn. Look as if I'm suffering from leprosy or some kinda lethal skin disease. (X.x) People, heed my advice, NEVER. I say NEVER go under the sun like a stupid idiot without your lovely suntan lotion, esp. if you intend to go sun tan fer 6 freakin' hours. BOO!

Haircut @ my favourite QBHouse today...da one at Bugis Junction. QB is not meeting up to my expectations lately. I AM ONE unsatisfied customer. The quality of their service and haircutting skills are deteriorating, if this goes on, I'm switching to ECHouse le. Yay, can't wait to bleach my hair...but I'll have to wait till Friday which is DA LAST DAY OF SEKOLAHHHH!

You guys heard of this new local vocal artiste who is being featured on TV ads lately...GUO MEIMEI(yes what earthly piguish name)-- yar yar? the ad promoting the song "LAO SHU AI DA MI" the literal translation is "mouse loves wheat(is daMI wheat?)". Yeah, anyway Willy (always reminds me of the Killer Whale Willy) got me the CD from Shaw Towers at a mere $3.50. I was quite excited when I got my hands on the cd, BUT NOOOOOO....

WHAT THE F....ISHHH!
LAO SHU AI DA MI is not an album...itz singles! and 9 pootish versions of the same mickey mouse song larss. and they keep featuring dumbass amateurish background voices!!! you even have kids singing in their monotonous so-out-of-tune voice in the DANCE version!!! hello...so I'm supposed to invite friends into my house and go swing to the beat of LAO SHU AI DA MI and dance disco like LAO SHUs (mice). SMACKS!

SUPPPPER DISAPPOINTED. And she's another OU DE YANG lar...hide her fugly face behind a silly cartoon face, trying to stir up some mystery...

ARRRRhhhh...an ambiguous sense of sadness climbing over me. I was surfing the local model agencies this afternoon, and the general criteria goes like this:

All races aged 16 to 30 years old, pleasant looking with a good complexion and straight set of teeth, at least 1.78m tall and a well-toned physique, not necessarily muscular.
We do make exceptions for height requirements in some cases but these will be assessed on a case-by-case basis.

ARGH. GO TO HELL LAR. Eddie will become a gazillionaire one day and monopolize the modelling industry. And I'll ban all male models from modelling, make them beg for $$$ on the streets and I'll feature myself in all the magazine covers. (pardon me, i'm sounding ludicrous already)

why am i born with fugly hounddog teeth?
why am i born a dwarf? wait. fuck why did i join gym then?! it only makes me doubly shorter.
and most of all, why can't i be takeshi kaneshiro? i mean, we only both share the same name...but in terms of appearance we are worlds apart.

WHY DO I HAVE A DISCRIMINATING GOD?!?!!?!? maybe GOD should have created all men to look like amoebas. homogenous. then i'll have less to complain about. POOT.

Labels: A Day's Account, Random Blabbers

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I'm opening up my blog to the general public, and to almost everyone I know...yesh I guess itz all about the viewership that really motivates me to write. Still peeps, dun take what you are reading here for granted. And be thankful that Eddie is being nice here, so dun bad mouth about me (points finger).

Let me make things clear:
(1) Those who know me well should know that I like to blog irrelevant stuffs on my blog, so dun come running up my shorts(AKKK!) probing into my personal life which i may kindly hint in my blog once in awhile. You may ask the wrong stuffs yup?

(2) YES YOU ARE SEEING KRISTEN KREUK!!! i noe peeps, when i tried to post manly pics in my blog...you guys called me gay, so now you are seeing pretty gal kristen kreuk...and I'm pretty sure you peeps are gonna buy me skirts for my birthday. OOP(out of point). fine, so eddie is neither straight nor bi nor gay nor transvestite. eddie is an amoeba.

(3) This blog is gonna be in a less formal, more looney balllooney style. So pardon the atrocious language(YOU YES YOU MR ZECHY. ERHMM.) I'm gonna blog nonsensical stuffs and this time, I'm not gonna give a damn to what you guys have to say about me. Comeon, flood me with hate mails -i'd rather you set up hate sites for me- impress me, my dear friends.

(4) erm...nomore, I can't think of more disclaimer shit here. BYEBYE.

So happy reading...and start laughing. BOOs.

Labels: Random Blabbers

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BTW i HAVE to make known to the world my prize- she's a f-ing chio Crescent teddy!!! (laffs)


the poor teddy's being violated. "ahhhh...my nehnehhhhhh!!!"


AHHHHHH!!! (oh gosh why is the teddy smiling?!)


heee...look who's the culprit...

I'm freakin troubled today. Black spots are sprouting out like mushrooms (reminds me of the chinese cheng yu: yu hou chun shun)...i should just drown myself in tears...dear! BUY ME SKII...(you know i'm kiddin'...dun want you to really go buy in e end!)

Labels: A Day's Account

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THIS IS SUPPPPER HILARIOUS!!!


Okay, let's get on to more serious stuffs- well, they aren't any better actually. Just came back from swimming with Androoo & Zee. Haven't swam with friends for a very long time....but I still prefer to swim alone. Hmmphs.

So everyone's askin' me to publish a blog. I see. And what do I gain from that?

Compliments? No.
$$$? No.
Endless supply of cheesecake? NOOOOoo...sad.
Erm, free sex? (PIAKS) NO!

Okay now that's not the point, is it? I will -and I mean I will*fist on chest*- reopen my blog along with the previous archives ,and not to forget, the fantastic photos only if you guys can pool in money to buy me webspace. Don't worry, I'm only like demanding for $100++++ subscription for a year

What? I can't hear you? Too ex-? TOOOO bad then.
(wait. why am i writing all these? NO one can see what I'm writing here, only my dear reads this blog...BOO)

Sometimes, men do the silliest things that even a woman is not capable of achieving. I have, for that matter, encountered many guy friends who act silly, talk silly...arghhh what am I saying?

Nonsensicalities.

Can't wait for school term to end, then I can go bleach my hair, spend more time with darling...and do SO MUCH MORE...aiiiiii~

Labels: A Day's Account, Friends, Random Blabbers

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Was browsing through my photos online and much to my disgust, the fact dawns upon me once again: I AM FUGLY. Okay may be it takes more for people to appreciate unconventional beauty- and for that matter, I’m one of them. Hahaha. But somehow I just don’t fit into the “good-looking” stereotypes.

Just can’t put my fingers on where the problem lies. I think it’s got something to do with my long face and my goldfish eyes. (laughs) In terms of looks, I’m not boyish, manly, new-age metro looking or punkish or anything.

That would make me a piece of SHIT.

Boos.

I think I’m quite feminine in many ways though. But still, that doesn’t make me the clean new-age guy. I’m plainly androgynous….URGH.

Not going anywhere today. My darl wanted to date me; we were supposed to go watch STARWARSSSSSSS III. Mic also wanted to watch STARWARS with me...haha, hot demand! No you silly, not starwars >> ME! Juz gonna glue my ass to da chair in my room and study nonstop...gonna see stars by the end of my revision...LOL. Todolo

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It's hard being nice
I tried, but as hard as I try
The tougher it gets
So I guess it's okay to be the bad guy once a while.
Ha.
Haha.
Hahaha.
MuAHAHAHAHA!

Ever had the feeling of doing something which you truly regretted and wished you could rewind time and change the unchangeable. But there's no going back this time, you can only carry on.

So where do I go on from here? Nowhere.
(Pardon me, the melancholic me)

Labels: Random Blabbers